105ians

It's already been 83days since my dear hubby left me alone in this world.... i had been praying to God to let me see him in my dreams every night.... i miss him especially when i have to do the things he used to be the one doing.... he took care of most of the stuffs: car, house, bills, vacations, gym, etc etc . I never had to worry about forgetting anything as he would ensure everything was in order. Recently when the car seemed to have a minor issue, i felt abit lost as that's his department... Daniel helped by bringing me to his mechanic and i suddenly remembered paul's friend who owns a workshop in sin ming and had a 2nd opinion....Thank God finally i managed to have it checked without paying a cent...

As for my real estate business, he was the one who planned all the routes for viewing of properties for my buyers and tenants as my sense of directions is quite bad... when i drove around alone yesterday trying to check some good properties for my buyers, i thought of paul so much... He was the one driving me around with my clients and he would engage in all conversations with them and all my clients had been very comfortable with him and enjoyed his company as he is quite well informed in all areas especially the current affairs and sports....

Whenever i was disappointed and demoralized with this business since we meet all kinds of people, the good, the bad and the real ugly ones, he was the one who always stood by me, encouraging me and brought me away for a short vacation to recharge my "batteries".....

He stopped playing golf so that he could assist me in my sales. He would wake up early every morning to finish all his business activities for the day and kept the afternoon for me... Golf had been his first love and he used to play every afternoon on weekdays but he gave up and helped me to build my real estate business instead many years ago.

I know i have to be on my own now but i thank God for giving me such a memorable time with paul and i will treasure all the memories as long as i live..... Anyway, i still have my family to rely on ..... God has been very good to me... Whenever i look back on my life, i am truly thankful that He has planned everything for me and i am not alone. Praise God!