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Paul had the worst night since his admission on 12 Jun. He had severe pain and had to be given double dose of morphine at 930pm and 5am. He felt nausea despite the anti-vomit jab and vomitted many times. He couldn't sleep from 5-8am as he was having discomfort and had to sit up throughout.

He told me he's very tired and feeling weaker and worse as day goes by. I didn't know what to say except to ask him to hang on and pray that God will take away the pain and discomfort from him.

Doctor has stopped the tube feeding again and will see what the ct-scan show.

It's been a very long battle.... he was diagnosed since Jan 08. I really missed having good meals and travelling with my hubby.

It is encouraging to hear he's doing much better than most other patients who are less severe than him from both his surgeon and oncologist but is that enough? I know paul's desire is to be able to eat and travel again and i truly hope his wish will come true.