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Finally i went to the gym at scc with jonathan and pamelia this afternoon. Spent slightly more than an hour there. I feel so good now though start feeling some aches at the arm, thigh and calves. The last time i went to the gym with paul was more than 1 yr ago.

I still remember paul wanted to join std chartered marathon last year and shared with dr khoo his wish to participate in the half marathon as he only ran the 10km in 2007 and wanted to challenge himself to see how he fair in the half marathon event.

His last radio-therapy ended around aug 2008 and we started going to the gym minimum 3-4 times a wk to train and he would also run outdoor at least once a wk. He was looking forward to the marathon but unfortunately he couldn't participate when he started to lose weight almost everyday and felt weak around end october 08 and kept throwing out whatever he ate and according to the surgeon, there was already a relapse but unfortunately in paul's case, even the most advanced machine such as the PET-scan couldn't detect the tumour and the cancer cells. Afterall, one should not rely on the machine.

I will always remember our good and bad times spent together and will continue to go to the gym regularly on my own and most probably i will start joining the scc bowling team soon as i know this is what you wanted me to do.