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We had a difficult night at hospital last night. Paul was not able to sleep despite the doctor had already increased the base dose. He had total of 7 purges of dormicum and 4 purges of morphine from 8pm to 5am and after every purge, he was able to sleep for only less than an hour. He was restless and frustrated and had fever at 4am. I called dr kok and he asked the nurse to give medication to treat his fever. Finally paul was able to sleep till 830am.

Fever subsided but he was still having some pain at his abdomen. He just complained of discomfort again and asked me to purge dormicum to let him sleep. Morphine was purged earlier but it only relieved the pain for a short while. Now he's asleep and i hope he's comfortable and not feel the pain.

Dr Khoo came this morning and he had the longest chat with paul as far as we can remember. Though paul was not fully awake but his mind is just amazing, extremely alert. He shared with dr khoo that he told God to ask the angels in our room to take him home as he was feeling terrible if it's God's will but it didn't happen and dr khoo told him God has a perfect timing for everything.

I am glad to see there's peace in paul now. Whatever God's will is for him, i pray for strength and patience while we wait on Him.