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We had lots of visitors yesterday. Paul's family members and church brothers and sisters. Pastor Chris gave us holy communion at home and prayed for paul. Paul was very yellow yesterday and his jaundice seems worse than before. Dr Kok came twice yesterday, 1st to check on paul and in the evening, he came with another pump which contains dormicum and haloperidol. Now paul is having two pumps which gives him continuous low dosage of morphine and the two new drugs. Should paul experience more pain or breathlessness, he has the option to purge the morphine which will give additional 7.5ml per purge. As for the dormicum and haloperidol, doctor's advice is to purge only when paul feels agitated, restless or when the morphine doesn't ease the breathlessness. Dr Kok came with Liting this morning to check on paul again and also to take some blood for test to see if there's any improvement after they changed his nutrition and to give him a jab to increase his red blood count.

I was so sad yesterday as i thought he was leaving me as he was in so much discomfort and I had to purge 7times of morphine before he finally felt better around 130pm. After paul was much better, he shared with me he had made some recollection of his life and he's thankful that his life has been more than satisfactory and rated it 8 out of 10. I am happy to see him well again and know he's not fearful anymore and has the peace which is very important and I thank God for preserving him again.

Dr Kok told paul that he really surprises the doctors as most patients would have gone into coma or just leave this world in that state but paul bounced back and still quite alert and managed to communicate as normal again.

His mum insisted on seeing him yesterday and we were quite concerned that she may not be able to see him since there's no way that paul could go downstairs and his mum would have difficulty coming to our bedroom on 3rd floor. Thank God she managed to make it with some help and felt breathless for almost 15mins when she reached our room. I could see that she was happy to see paul and the family chatted for almost 2hours.

Paul slept very well last night with the new drug and didn't need to purge at all. Aunty Violet, aunty jenny, gideon and nieer came this morning with mum's cell group leader to visit and pray for paul. We are having some friends coming over later this afternoon. We are indeed very blessed to have so many friends and relatives praying for paul. Though physically he is very weak but we will continue to pray and believe God will provide the best path for paul.